bumabale-balentong na pananaw

ow shucks...

grabeh mababaliw na ako sa mga nararanasan ko araw-araw... oh well.. this is life...

una sa lahat, ayun... medyo naaalangan na ako sa MPs (malikhaing pagsulat 10), as in nadi-discourage na ako at feeling ko kahit na may i-am-a-writer tendency ako ay wala naman talaga akong i-am-a-writer capacity. shucks... as in medyo nakakahiya kasi andami-daming problema sa lipunan and all i can write about are those "mga sawing pag-ibig na mais na mais." *sigh* hindi naman kasi sa ayaw kong magsulat tungkol sa mga pulitikal na bagay pero hindi lang talaga ako handa for that... i dunno... wadever...

tapos... shucks... baligtad na ang mantra ko ngayon... "hate bio. love math." seriously. buti tapos na kami sa botany... i can love bio again... sana... ayun... and if you wanna know kung bakit may change of heart ako sa math, ang galing kasi ng math53 prof namin... i highly recommend him... mr. vallejo... ayun... wahahaha.... bonus pa kasi para siyang si sir luy.... hehehehe

anyway... whatever to my rantings about acads... i already got over it...

tapos ito pa... mababaliw naman ako sa kalai... paano ba naman pinapakanta ako... i still don't believe that i can sing... hey i don't sing... only behind closed doors and never in public with my face up there on the stage for everyone to see... shucks.... pero ayun... napilitan akong kumanta once... i don't know of i want to do that again... pero aaminin ko natuwa ako sa experience... ahehehehe... pero hindi pa rin ako makapaniwalang there are actually people who believe i can sing...who actually believe that i do sing ... and will not believe otherwise... i don't know if i want to believe in what these people say... all my life, i never thought that i can sing... all my life i believed i couldn't...

sensya na sa wrong grammars here... oh well... this is life...