merry christmas people!!!

wow!

it's christmas...
and i am not so happy.
why?

well...
it's because i spent this christmas selfishly.
yup.
i can say it has been my most selfish christmas ever.
all i ever thought about was to get everything that i want.
what about what everybody else wanted?
what about what Jesus wanted?
*sigh*
rather than spending Christmas with the people around me, i spent with myself...
*deeper sigh*
i got everything that i want...
but i'm not happy...