I've been reading KareKano lately. hahaha. I want to catch up with story after watching the anime four years ago, so I downloaded the manga. sigh. it reminds me a lot of the story i want to write. so let's just say reading the manga is some kind of researching for the story i kept on postponing since i first thought of it since... what... four years ago?
And reading the manga made me realize a lot of things...
First: I don't understand boys, so how can i write a story with boys in it? I don't want my characters to be 2D stereotypes, those kinds with no depth in them... so what am i gonna do, huh? huh? write a story with just girls in it? that's soooo booooring. unless I make those girls do things they shouldn't do. yuck!
Second: I don't know anything about the love between a girl and a boy, so I most certainly will not be writing a love story. Plus! I will not and cannot be learning about love anytime soon so it's really out of the question. And I do not want to write about crushes, I've overgrown those stuffs. And I don't want my story to feel just like another teen flick!!! Eeeew! We have enough of those stuffs in tv. (wooh! my gulay! I've been watching tv lately, what a miracle!)
Third: I am such a rate-determining step. This one's hard to explain, so I won't.
Fourth: I am crazy. I am weird. I know. I never realized until now how crazy I tend to get. Waaaah!!!!! So what am I gonna do? Only now have I realized the consequences of what I did a year ago. I am such a rate-determining step... sooooo sloooow.
Fifth: I am blind. Yeah, I know. I must always wear my eyeglasses. I am missing out on a lot of things lately. And I guess my brain is in need of eyeglasses, too. Sigh.
Sixth: I keep on saying the wrong things... ugh! when will i learn?
Saturday, October 25, 2008
I must write
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