nakikisabay sa hype

Oh may gulay!!! oh may gulay!!! nakahanap ako ng perfect song for twilight... as in... night after kong mabasa yung book, narinig ko yung song na ito sa playlist ko and i suddenly realized that this fits the story very well... hehe... i heard this song a long time ago pa (4th year HS or first year college?) at matagal-tagal na rin itong nasa playlist ko (almost a year?)... at around a hundred times ko na ata itong nabanggit kay peach *peace peach XD*






fine di ko na bibitinin... pero i swear you should listen to this...






narealize ko lang na kapag bangag ka mula sa paggawa ng labrep, masarap gamitin ang enter button.... wahahahaha *sidetracking*






vulnerable by secondhand serenade ^^.





so yun yung song *kinikilig si jo; not with twilight though, but with the song*


i wonder if they used the song in the movie, di ko pa kasi napapanood eeeeee. T-T

at medyo scary yung lyrics ng song. listen to it well. hahahaha. maraming implications. joke.

I must write

I've been reading KareKano lately. hahaha. I want to catch up with story after watching the anime four years ago, so I downloaded the manga. sigh. it reminds me a lot of the story i want to write. so let's just say reading the manga is some kind of researching for the story i kept on postponing since i first thought of it since... what... four years ago?

And reading the manga made me realize a lot of things...

First: I don't understand boys, so how can i write a story with boys in it? I don't want my characters to be 2D stereotypes, those kinds with no depth in them... so what am i gonna do, huh? huh? write a story with just girls in it? that's soooo booooring. unless I make those girls do things they shouldn't do. yuck!

Second: I don't know anything about the love between a girl and a boy, so I most certainly will not be writing a love story. Plus! I will not and cannot be learning about love anytime soon so it's really out of the question. And I do not want to write about crushes, I've overgrown those stuffs. And I don't want my story to feel just like another teen flick!!! Eeeew! We have enough of those stuffs in tv. (wooh! my gulay! I've been watching tv lately, what a miracle!)

Third: I am such a rate-determining step. This one's hard to explain, so I won't.

Fourth: I am crazy. I am weird. I know. I never realized until now how crazy I tend to get. Waaaah!!!!! So what am I gonna do? Only now have I realized the consequences of what I did a year ago. I am such a rate-determining step... sooooo sloooow.

Fifth: I am blind. Yeah, I know. I must always wear my eyeglasses. I am missing out on a lot of things lately. And I guess my brain is in need of eyeglasses, too. Sigh.

Sixth: I keep on saying the wrong things... ugh! when will i learn?

Ilang taon na kaya si Peter Pan...

Dahil wala akong magawa, sasagutin ko na ang sarili kong tanong.

Oi pinag-isipan ko talaga itong mabuti a. :p

Assuming na hindi na siya tumanda even just a bit ever since mapadpad siya sa Neverland.

1. He ran away from home when he overheard his parents talking about becoming a man someday. He have been bothered by growing up, which means he is nearing his growing up years. He must be older than 10 years old then, because I guess when he was too much of a kid, he won't be bothered much by growing up. :p

2. He doesn't know anything about love, so he sure must not be a teenager. (Oh come on, we know us teens! we love talking about our love lives). Therefore, he must be younger than 15.

3. Aha! But he has a crush on Wendy. And I bet he's aware of that. Or isn't he? But I guess he does feel for Wendy, so he must not be too young. (For those who have read the book or seen the movie, didn't Captain Hook say the same?)

With these, I deduce that Peter Pan must be around 12 to 15 years old... or whatever... some kind of like that... basta... middle school age... the age when all you want to do is have fun! yeah!

Which reminds me... I must get a copy of the book when I get back to UP. Wala lang... I wasn't able to finish it back in high school. And I realized I want to have my own copy. It's worth reading over and over again. ^_^

P.S. This guy portrayed Peter Pan. He seems too old for the role, but I think he was perfect. I never thought someone can actually pull off a Peter Pan role in exactly the same way I imagined him whenever I read the book. So thumbs up for Jeremy Sumpter. ^_^

Ilang taon na kaya si Peter Pan?

I've watched Peter Pan (again!) last Sunday. Wala lang. :p. caught up with it in channel 5. didn't intend to watch it (for the nth time), but can't really resist seeing it on screen. haizt. makes me think about a lot of things. hehe. like... Ilang taon na kaya si Peter Pan nang mapadpad siya sa Neverland?

Pero seriously, ilang taon na nga ba si Peter Pan?

happy sembreak!

yey people! happy sembreak to all of us!

my buhay baboy days have officially begun, pero take note... ayokong magbuhay baboy at baka tumaba lang ako ulit.

grabeh. first off... albeit all my happiness na sembreak na, nagkaroon ako ng 5 seconds to 1 minute depression period... kasi naman! i am so disappointed with my bio grade... apparently, i made a miscalc so one step lower ang grade ko than what i expected. shomai! dapat pala nag-finals na lang ako. nag-aral-aral pa kasi ako ng biochem e... di rin naman pala ako magpa-finals ng chem40. hehehe. nagback-out ako sa chem finals kasi i-announce ng prof na 1/3 ng exam ay identification. kamusta naman? e sa haba ng coverage at sa dai ng enzymes involved ay baka bumaba lang ang grade ko. yuck. kaya ayun. nooo!!!! madali lang daw bio12 finals. dapat yun na lang inaral ko. *sob*

but ANYWAY. high time na. sembreak na. at NAKATULOG NA AKO NANG BONGGANG-BONGGA. *happy* *clapclap*

kaya eto...gumawa ako ng list ng gusto kong gawin ngayong sembreak.. hehehe... hopefully magawa ko silang lahat... yey

1. manood ng Nodame Cantabile (live action ito)
2. tapusin ang Professor Layton and the Curious Village... (it's a game sa DS)
3. basahin ang Love in the Time of Cholera
4. basahin ang Tundo Man May Langit Din
5. basahin ang KareKano (manga naman ito)
6. magsulat! kahit isang poem, isang short story, at isang chapter ng novel lang (secret muna yung plot ng novel, magkwekwento ako kapag nasimulan ko na :p)
7. mag-aral ulit ng gitara! andami kong gustong matutunang kanta. wah!!!!
8. manood ng Dancing with the Stars (wala lang)

at marami pang iba... i-a-update ko ulit ang list sometime... kapag nahanap ko ang listahan ko at maalala ko ulit yung mga ibang gusto ko pang gawin. yey!

Accidentally in Love Lyrics

"Accidentally In Love"

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

Ale by The bloomfields

Ale - By: The Bloomfields
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Ale
by: The Bloomfields


Isang araw nagmamaneho sa Cubao
Aking nakita, babaeng saksakan ng ganda

Sinundan ko ang kotseng sinasakyan nya
Hindi ko nakitang may dumarating pala
Hindi ko naiwasan, kami biglang nagkabanggaan

Nung magkamalay ay nasa ospital na ako
Inasikaso ng doktor na pili ng nanay ko

Biglang-bigla na lang, ang nurse nandyan na
At para �kong nakita ng angel sa ganda
Kahit nagdedeliryo, itong nasabi ko sa kanya

[chorus]
Ale, nasa langit na ba ako
Mama, kayo po ba si San Pedro
Ok lang sa akin kung ako�y dedo na
Basta�t ikaw ang lagi kong kasama
Kaya ale, nasa langit na ba ako

At paglabas ko, niyaya ko na syang pakasal
Tinanggihan nya, at nasabi may asawa na sya

Dinamdam kong masyado�ng sinabi nya
Hindi ko nakita, hagdan ubos na
Ako ay nahulog, sa semento ulo ko�y nauntog

Nung magkamalay ay nandun na naman ako
Inasikaso ng doktor na pili ng utol ko

Biglang-bigla na lang, ang bagong nurse nandyan na
Tinanong ko muna sya kung may asawa na sya
Ang sabi nya wala, ang puso ko�y biglang natuwa
At nasabi kong

[repeat chorus]

Aly by The bloomfields

Ale - By: The Bloomfields
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Ale
by: The Bloomfields


Isang araw nagmamaneho sa Cubao
Aking nakita, babaeng saksakan ng ganda

Sinundan ko ang kotseng sinasakyan nya
Hindi ko nakitang may dumarating pala
Hindi ko naiwasan, kami biglang nagkabanggaan

Nung magkamalay ay nasa ospital na ako
Inasikaso ng doktor na pili ng nanay ko

Biglang-bigla na lang, ang nurse nandyan na
At para �kong nakita ng angel sa ganda
Kahit nagdedeliryo, itong nasabi ko sa kanya

[chorus]
Ale, nasa langit na ba ako
Mama, kayo po ba si San Pedro
Ok lang sa akin kung ako�y dedo na
Basta�t ikaw ang lagi kong kasama
Kaya ale, nasa langit na ba ako

At paglabas ko, niyaya ko na syang pakasal
Tinanggihan nya, at nasabi may asawa na sya

Dinamdam kong masyado�ng sinabi nya
Hindi ko nakita, hagdan ubos na
Ako ay nahulog, sa semento ulo ko�y nauntog

Nung magkamalay ay nandun na naman ako
Inasikaso ng doktor na pili ng utol ko

Biglang-bigla na lang, ang bagong nurse nandyan na
Tinanong ko muna sya kung may asawa na sya
Ang sabi nya wala, ang puso ko�y biglang natuwa
At nasabi kong

[repeat chorus]

From the cs dean...... shocking... but oh well....

June 10 2008

MEMORANDUM NO. CAS 2008-21

To: CS Faculty, Staff, Students and Visitors



From: Caesar Saloma
Dean

SUBJECT: Stray World War II bombs in the National Science Complex

Everyone is advised to use only existing roads and established pathways inside the National Science Complex. Please do not venture into various construction sites without securing prior authorization and guidance from proper authorities.

As of this writing, more than thirty (30) stray WWII bombs have already been dug up by NSC contractors during the course of their work in the are where future buildings of the Institute of Chemistry-Teaching Wing and the National Institute of Physics will be located. The bombs were buried about a meter deep or less below the ground.

Vice-Chancelor Grace Gregorio has already sought the technical assistance if the PNP on the matter. The retrieved bombs were turned over to the UP Diliman Police Force and then brought to the PNP Explosives Ordinance Division in Camp Karingal.

Thank you for your cooperation.






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kaya siguro natigil yung construction sa area na iyon.... naku....

why me?

...and you question God -'why me?'...
always look at the bigger picture....

A day without the Lord- Is a day wasted.




God is going to shift things around for you today and let things work in your favor.

sombody sent me this...

Subject: Where to be During an Earthquake

Remember that stuff about hiding under a table or standing in a doorway??

Well, this guy has a completely reverse opinion. This is very interesting, different from what we were all taught. Boy! Is this ever an eye opener. Directly opposite of what we've been taught over the years! I can remember in school being told to, 'duck and cover' or stand in a doorway during an earthquake. This guy's findings is absolutely amazing. I hope we all remember his survival method if we are ever in an earthquake!!!

Please read this and pass the info along to your family members; it could save their lives someday!


EXTRACT FROM DOUG COPP'S ARTICLE ON THE: 'TRIANGLE OF LIFE'

My name is Doug Copp. I am the Rescue Chief and Disaster Manager of the American Rescue Team International (ARTI), the world's most experienced rescue team. The information in this article will save lives in an earthquake. I have crawled inside 875 collapsed buildings, worked with rescue teams from 60 countries, founded rescue teams in several countries, and I am a member of many rescue teams from many countries. I was the United Nations expert in Disaster Mitigation for two years. I have worked at every major disaster in the world since 1985, except for simultaneous disasters.


The first building I ever crawled inside of was a school in Mexico City during the 1985 earthquake. Every child was under its desk. Every child was crushed to the thickness of their bones. They could have survived by lying down next to their desks in the aisles. It was obscene, unnecessary and I wondered why the children were not in the aisles. I didn't at the time know that the children were told to hide under something. Simply stated, when buildings collapse, the weight of the ceilings falling upon the objects or furniture inside crushes these objects, leaving a space or void next to them. This space is what I call the 'triangle of life'. The larger the object, the stronger, the less it will compact. The less the object compacts, the larger the void, the greater the probability that the person who is using this void for safety will not be injured. The next time you watch collapsed buildings, on television, count the 'triangles' you see formed. They are everywhere. It is the most common shape, you will see, in a collapsed building.

TIPS FOR EARTHQUAKE SAFETY
1) Most everyone who simply 'ducks and covers' WHEN BUILDINGS COLLAPSE are crushed to death. People who get under objects, like desks or cars, are crushed.


2) Cats, dogs and babies often naturally curl up in the fetal position. You should too in an earthquake. It is a natural safety/survival instinct. You can survive in a smaller void. Get next to an object, next to a sofa, next to a large bulky object that will compress slightly but leave a void next to it.

3) Wooden buildings are the safest type of construction to be in during an earthquake. Wood is flexible and moves with the force of the earthquake. If the wooden building does collapse, large survival voids are created. Also, the wooden building has less concentrated, crushing weight. Brick buildings will break into individual bricks. Bricks will cause many injuries but less squashed bodies than concrete slabs.

4) If you are in bed during the night and an earthquake occurs, simply roll off the bed. A safe void will exist around the bed. Hotels can achieve a much greater survival rate in earthquakes, simply by posting a sign on the back of the door of every room telling occupants to lie down on the floor, next to the bottom of the bed during an earthquake.

5) If an earthquake happens and you cannot easily escape by getting out the door or window, then lie down and curl up in the fetal position next to a sofa, or large chair.

6) Most everyone who gets under a doorway when buildings collapse is killed. How? If you stand under a doorway and the doorjamb falls forward or backward you will be crushed by the ceiling above. If the door jam falls sideways you will be cut in half by the doorway. In either case, you will be killed!

7) Never go to the stairs. The stairs have a different 'moment of frequency' (they swing separately from the main part of the building). The stairs and remainder of the building continuously bump into each other until structural failure of the stairs takes place. The people who get on stairs before they fail are chopped up by the stair treads - horribly mutilated. Even if the building doesn't collapse, stay away from the stairs. The stairs are a likely part of the building to be damaged. Even if the stairs are not collapsed by the earthquake, they may collapse later when overloaded by fleeing people. They should always be checked for safety, even when the rest of the building is not damaged.

8) Get Near the Outer Walls Of Buildings Or Outside Of Them If Possible. It is much better to be near the outside of the building rather than the interior. The farther inside you are from the outside perimeter of the building the greater the probability that your escape route will be blocked.

9) People inside of their vehicles are crushed when the road above falls in an earthquake and crushes their vehicles; which is exactly what happened with the slabs between the decks of the Nimitz Freeway. The victims of the San Francisco earthquake all stayed inside of their vehicles. They were all killed. They could have easily survived by getting out and sitting or lying next to their vehicles. Everyone killed would have survived if they had been able to get out of their cars and sit or lie next to them. All the crushed cars had voids 3 feet high next to them, except for the cars that had columns fall directly across them.

10) I discovered, while crawling inside of collapsed newspaper offices and other offices with a lot of paper, that paper does not compact. Large voids are found surrounding stacks of paper. Spread the word and save someone's life...



The Entire world is experiencing natural calamities so be prepared!


'We are but angels with one wing, it takes two to fly.'


In 1996 we made a film, which proved my survival methodology to be correct. The Turkish Federal Government, City of Istanbul , University of Istanbul Case Productions and ARTI cooperated to film this practical, scientific test. We collapsed a school and a home with 20 mannequins inside. Ten mannequins did 'duck and cover,' and ten mannequins I used in my 'triangle of life' survival method. After the simulated earthquake collapse we crawled through the rubble and entered the building to film and document the results. The film, in which I practiced my survival techniques under directly observable, scientific conditions , relevant to building collapse, showed there would have been zero percent survival for those doing duck and cover.

There would likely have been 100 percent survivability for people using my method of the 'triangle of life.' This film has been seen by millions of viewers on television in Turkey and the rest of Europe, and it was seen in the USA, Canada and Latin America on the TV program Real TV.

buti pa yung ibang tao may nagagawa

Haizt...
Been reading Harry Potter during this two week break from classes...
And guess what!
As I was trying to imagine what Lord Voldemort probably looked like (he was described in the sixth book as "tall, pale, dark-haired,and handsome" and I guess he was really supposed to be handsome, because J.K. Rowling made the effort to repeat it over and over again, even stressing it by describing that "His was the most handsome face... of all the boys."), it just popped inside my head that maybe he looks just like my crush!
Oh my... hahaha... very funny thought... it's so funny, I can't resist sharing it! I mean... well, he's not really pale... Actually, he's anything but pale, really. But he is tall, with dark (and very nice) hair, and he, undeniably, has the looks most girls fall for. Ahahahaha!
Wala lang!
See?
This is how bored I am!

P.S.
Anyway... tinapos ko na yung whole series during the before and after ng summer classes ko (labo). Wala kasi talagang mapaglibangan sa bahay...except for dance mania! yey! sana lang talaga may dance pad ako para di ko siya ginagawang O2 jam. ahehehe. ayan. grabeh the boredom... kung anu-ano na ang naii-isip ko.

dahil bakasyon na....

yey. magsagot muna tayo ng surveys....
grabeh. wala talagang kwenta posts ko. hahahah. :p

1.) Pinakagusto mong name?
MAYUMI. kung ipapanganak ako ulit, yun yung gusto kong name. tagalog. proud to be pinay ako e. ayoko ng english name. hindi naman kasi ako admirer ng english culture. mas gusto ko pa japanese. tapos pwede rin sa nihonggo ang mayumi di ba? better. may dugong japanese kasi ako. pero mga 1/n na ata. hehehe.

may isa pa akong gustong name. AIYORI. ewan ko ba. fascinated ako sa pangalan na iyon since grade six palang ako. hindi siya name ng some anime character. imbento ko lang. kasi gusto ko ng japanese sounding name. dahil wala akong alam sa japanese, yung dating spelling e AYORI. after four years, hinanap ko sa isang japanese dictionary, hindi ko nakita. kaya pinalitan ko ang spelling. dinagdagan ko ng "I". ang ibig sabihin na niya ngayon ay "love from within". yata. hopefully hindi mali-mali yung online japanese dictionary na kinunsulta ko. oh well.

Atsaka, Annielyn. Wala ang. kaaliw. kung nag-org. chem most liekly gets mo to. (Oi peach never ko itong piapangaln sa ank ko. Di ako tulad ni Mikael, pinangalan niya ang aso niya na benzene.)

2.) Pinakagusto mong color?
PINK. inexplicable. hindi rin halata dahil ayoko ipahalata. kung bakit ay hindi ko ma-explain. inexcplicable. ang churva.

3.) Pinakacrush mo ngayon?
ahem! very deadly information. hindi dapat i-share sa net. nakamamatay.

4.) Pinaka-nakakabother sa yo ngayon?
rice crisis. naman. nakaka-haller!

5.) Pinakakasundo mo na tao?
PEACH, at ang dakilang VPC (vapor pressure club): gihan, jane, denise, anapat, patrick.

6.) Pinakahuling nakasama mo
LITTLE BRO. nagkukwentuhan kung anong course kukunin niya. Mag-u-UPCAt na siya!!!! oh my! please help pray for him. thankies.

7.) Pinakanamimiss mong kasama
Yung chem 31 lab classmates ko... Joke. Parang kelan lang kasama ko sila ah. AHehehe. Anyways... Bye Bye Archie! di ka namin mami-miss. pramis.^_^

8.) Pinakahuli mong nakausap sa phone?
PATRICK. para siguraduhing hindi ko sila i-indiyanin sa gimik.

9.) Pinakahuli mong katext?
PEACH.

10.) Pinakagusto mong mangyari sa buhay mo?
tumangkad. yak asa...

11.) Pinakagusto mong movie?
Cast Away... all time favorite talaga. weee!

13.) Pinakawild na ginawa mo in public?
wild? hindi naman ako wild e. hindi ako laman ng dance floor kapag parties. at hindi ako mahilig sa rave. at ayokong nag-a-act. nakow. hindi ko carry ang mga roles na mangulangot o sumayaw ng my humps ng walang tugtog o ano pang mukhang ewan.
hindi ako SK e. sinong niloko ko?

14.) Pinakamataas na grade mo na nakuha sa isang report card?
ehe. uno(?)

15.) Pinakaidol mo sa ngayon?
David Cook! Sana manalo ka sa american idol. aheheh. joke.

16.) Pinakafave mong sport?
soccer. hindi. ano pala... quidditch. ^_^. joke.

17.) Pinakagusto mong subject?
math... ngayon. magaling prof namin sa 53 eh. ^_^ chem rin. ahehehe. ayoko na sa bio....

18.) Pinakaayaw mong subject?
bio... eww. as in. eww. memorization to the nth level. shuckeners. saka dahil sa bio, na-realize ko na hinding hindi talaga ako magdo-doktor. putek. pag nakita niyo kung paano ako mag-dissect ng palaka. MADUGO. dalawang major veins at isang major artery ata naputol ko. tapos na-chip-off ko pa yung isang chunk ng liver. ehehehe. eww. ayoko nang maging frog murderer! T-T my hands are stained with flog blood na. eeew.

19.) Pinakaproud na achievement mo?
scholarship ko. buti na lang dahil nakaligtas ako sa TOFI. at saka kung hindi dahil doon hindi ako makakapag-aral. buti na lang talaga. at saka. ONCE UPON A TIME, NAKAPASOK AKO NG PISAY. kasi, in the first place, kung hindi ako nag-pisay, wala naman ako kung nasaan ako ngayon. malamang wala rin akong scholarship.

20.) Pinakagusto mong kagimikan?
VPC

21.) Pinakaayaw mong hinahalintulad ka?
huh? incomparable ata ako...wala nang katulad ko sa buong mundo so that's the least of my problems... ahehehe. joke time talaga ako.

22.) Pinakaayaw mong makaaway?
+ yung aso naming pitbull. talo talaga ko dito.

23.) Pinakaayaw mong salita?
P.I.

24.) Pinakamalaswang nangyari sa yo?
huh? wala pa naman. except yung mga pesteng naniniksik sa jeep. syomai! bugbugin ko sila e!

25.) Pinakagusto mong gawin?
matulog. :)

26.) Pinakamasamang tao na kilala mo?
ooooooooo..... wala e.

27.) Pinakaself-obsessed na tao na kilala mo?
ako? joke! wala naman.

28.) Pinakagusto mong puntahan na lugar?
Japan! wala lang.

29.) pinakahuling nagmiss call sa yo?
Ang aking ina.... hehehe.

31.) pinakahuli mong kausap?
little bro. hi jeff!

32.) best boy bud/s mo?
patrick. naku.

33.) best girl bud/s mo?
pechay. gaye. den-chan.

35.) what time ka uuwi sa bahay nyo?
nasa bahay na ako.

36.) pinakahuli mong nasabi ngayon?
ahehehehe.

grabeh.... nakaka-churva.... wala lang.

yehey! yehey!

nanalo si David Cook! go David Cook! yay!

grabeh... akala ko si Archuleta na mananalo. nagkandarapa ata ang mga fans ni David Cook dahil sa comments ni Simon eh. ehehehe. grabeh. 12 million votes na lead... that's a lot.

current favorite video

Luma na yung video. alright.
Pero bigla akong kinilabutan nang ipapanood siya sa akin ni Jane. as in tinayuan ng balahibo. ang ganda ng message niya. nakaka-touch. lalo na yung last scene.

Favorite video rin siya ni Jane. hehe. nahawa niya ako. ^_^

The passion described scientifically

AND THEY CRUCIFIED HIM

A medical doctor provides a physical description:

The cross is placed on the ground and the exhausted man is quickly thrown
backwards with his shoulders against the wood. The legionnaire feels for the
depression at the front of the wrist. He drives a heavy, square wrought-iron
nail through the wrist deep into the wood. Quickly he moves to the other
side and repeats the action, being careful not to pull the arms too tightly,
but to allow some flex and movement. The cross is then lifted into place.
The left foot is pressed backward against the right foot, and with both feet
extended, toes down, a nail is driven through the arch of each, leaving the
knees flexed. The victim is now crucified.

As he slowly sags down with more weight on the nails in the wrists,
excruciating fiery pain shoots along the fingers and up the arms to explode
in the brain -- the nails in the wrists are putting pressure on the median
nerves. As he pushes himself upward to avoid this stretching torment, he
places the full weight on the nail through his feet. Again he feels the
searing agony of the nail tearing through the nerves between the bones of
his feet.

As the arms fatigue, cramps sweep through his muscles, knotting them deep
relentless, and throbbing pain. With these cramps comes the inability to
push himself upward to breathe. Air can be drawn into the lungs but not
exhaled. He fights to raise himself in order to get even one small breath.

Finally, carbon dioxide builds up in the lungs and in the blood stream, and
the cramps partially subsided. Spasmodically, he is able to push himself
upward to exhale and bring in life-giving oxygen.

Hours of limitless pain, cycles of twisting, joint-renting cramps,
intermittent partial asphyxiation, searing pain as tissue is torn from his
lacerated back as he moves up and down against rough timber. Then another
agony begins: a deep, crushing pain deep in the chest as the pericardium
slowly fills with serum and begins to compress the heart.

It is now almost over. The loss of tissue fluids has reached a critical
level. The compressed heart is struggling to pump heavy, thick, sluggish
blood into the tissues. The tortured lungs are making frantic effort to gasp
in small gulps of air. He can feel the chill of death creeping through his
tissues.

Finally, he allows his body to die.

All this the Bible records with the simple words,
"and they crucified Him" (Mark 15:24).

-- C. Truman Davis, M.D., M.S., Arizona Medicine, Vol. 22 No. 3 March 1965
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bumabale-balentong na pananaw

ow shucks...

grabeh mababaliw na ako sa mga nararanasan ko araw-araw... oh well.. this is life...

una sa lahat, ayun... medyo naaalangan na ako sa MPs (malikhaing pagsulat 10), as in nadi-discourage na ako at feeling ko kahit na may i-am-a-writer tendency ako ay wala naman talaga akong i-am-a-writer capacity. shucks... as in medyo nakakahiya kasi andami-daming problema sa lipunan and all i can write about are those "mga sawing pag-ibig na mais na mais." *sigh* hindi naman kasi sa ayaw kong magsulat tungkol sa mga pulitikal na bagay pero hindi lang talaga ako handa for that... i dunno... wadever...

tapos... shucks... baligtad na ang mantra ko ngayon... "hate bio. love math." seriously. buti tapos na kami sa botany... i can love bio again... sana... ayun... and if you wanna know kung bakit may change of heart ako sa math, ang galing kasi ng math53 prof namin... i highly recommend him... mr. vallejo... ayun... wahahaha.... bonus pa kasi para siyang si sir luy.... hehehehe

anyway... whatever to my rantings about acads... i already got over it...

tapos ito pa... mababaliw naman ako sa kalai... paano ba naman pinapakanta ako... i still don't believe that i can sing... hey i don't sing... only behind closed doors and never in public with my face up there on the stage for everyone to see... shucks.... pero ayun... napilitan akong kumanta once... i don't know of i want to do that again... pero aaminin ko natuwa ako sa experience... ahehehehe... pero hindi pa rin ako makapaniwalang there are actually people who believe i can sing...who actually believe that i do sing ... and will not believe otherwise... i don't know if i want to believe in what these people say... all my life, i never thought that i can sing... all my life i believed i couldn't...

sensya na sa wrong grammars here... oh well... this is life...

salamat

grabeh bad mood ako last week... as in super...
kaya salamat sa mga people na in one way or another ay nag-alala sa akin... at pasensya na rin... hehehe
kay gihan
thank you sobra for being there... always... laging perfectang timing mo... kung wala ka e super depressed na sana ako
kay jane at cecile
yak sorry napag-alala ko kayo... pero thank you for caring...as
kay peach...
wala akong masabi
kay mikael at joseph...
walangya kayong dalawa, laks niyong man-trip a... hintay-hintay lang kayo atpag nasa mood na ako, maghanda kayo kapag gumanti ako. pero salamat na rin sa pang-aasar dahil sa inis ko ay nakaklimutan kong depressed nga pala ako...

attention: support the send-jo-to-incubus-concert fund

Somebody!!!

Somebody send me to the Incubus concert please! PLEASE! pleeeeeeaaaaaaaaassssssssssseeeeee!

Waaaaaahhhhh!

As in... I can never raise the funds I need to go there. As in... waah! *sniff* I don't think I can ever afford the ticket. It is such a loss. *sniff*

Matagal na rin akong nag-iipon for that concert. Last month pa ever since mabalitaan ko.... Kaya lang, aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhh... bakit kasi la-layas-layas pa yang phone ko?... imbes na ipambili tuloy ng ticket ay kailangan ko na lang ipambilli ng phone... waah... walang hiyang magnanakaw ka... sarap mong murahin... pasalamat ka hindi ako nagmumura....

Can someone take pity on me and send me to the Incubus concert? I'll be forever grateful... Sige na, please...

Waaaaaaaahhhhhh!

Buti pa yung kapatid ko, may nag-offer (di raw sure, whatever) na manlilibre sa kanya... See? May manlilibre sa kanya! Ako rin! I want IncubuS! Free me incubus!

Tapos wala siyang balak kunin yung libre na iyon kasi mas gusto niya ang maroon5 at hindi niya medyo trip ang mga songs sa light grenade... which is most likely ang mga songs na tutugtugin nila.... Jeff! akin na lang yung libre... I want incubus!

Most likely, habang binabasa niya ito, sinasabi niya... at, ang kulit, hindi pa nga sure yan e...

Still, ba't sa'yo jeff may nag-offer tapos sa akin wala? E mas adik ako sa incubus kaysa sa'yo...

Yak... nagpaparinig ba?


Sige na kasi people... support my charity and give money to the send-jo-to-incubus-concert fund... a small help will go a long way... it will make me forever so happy! yey! ^_^

for details, please visit jo... kalayaan residence hall, up-diliman, GA-33 or contact jo... 09266894*** (ask peach or gihan for the last three numbers. and temporary number lang 'yan, sa tatay ko yung phone kaya wag kayong manti-trip)

Ang emo ko naman...

hahahah... nahanap ko ito somewhere... kahit kelan talaga o... pero hindi naman ako ganito most of the time... wala lang... kaya kesa mag-disappear into nowhere itong isinulat ko once upon a time ay isi-share ko na lang sa inyo... hehehe

"Ako"

Ako...

isang maliit na tuldok sa mundo...

nagpupumilit na magkaroon ng...

buhay, pagkakakilanlan, at kuwenta...

ngunit wala akong magawa.

Isa akong...

maliit na tuldok...

Parang bulang tinatangay ng hangin...

patungo sa kawalan...

Making a Fuss over Nothing at All

WWWWaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............

Guess what song was at Jam's number one spot the moment year 2007 ended, and year 2008 began...

It's "Your Guardian Angel" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus...
Yeah... It's the number one song for December 2007... The last song to occupy the top spot for the year 2007...
I can't believe it.
I mean, come on, I'm broken-hearted with that song!

Kasi naman eh...

Fine... I know I should be happy kasi number one ang (dating) favorite song ko, kaya lang kasi...

It's becoming TOO popular. I mean... everyone is singing it... I go to the mall, and they play for too many times in an hour...someone else is screaming when they hear that song.

Ginagasgas na rin siya ng ibang station. Just look. What kind of station will play the same song twice in a span of less than an hour? (I am happy Jam never does that... They wouldn't even play songs from the same artist within the one hour...)

Ayoko ng songs na gasgas.

At ayoko rin ng songs na alam ng lahat, at tinitilian ng lahat. Haller... How could you possibly claim a song as your favorite song (however temporary that may be) if everyone else is claiming it as their theme song?

So I am broken-hearted with that song.

Really, the song is just too beautiful to be hated. I actually fell in love with it noong una ko siyang narinig... so just imagine what a pain it is that my ear has become allergic to it.

Narinig ko siya before sembreak pa... hahahaha. Pero gabing-gabi na noon, actually madaling-araw na ata, kaya wala ng dj sa Jam... ayun... tapos nag-play yung song. I literally jumped out of bed, and I whimpered because the song was so beautiful. (Yes, I did whimper. I often do that when I hear a new song that I happen to like. hehe.) I had to hold my chest so my heart would not beat so loud and I can listen to the song more intently... heheh... Now the trouble was, walang dj kaya hindi ko talaga alam yung title or artist na kumanta ng song. I had to wait for another two weeks bago ko siya narinig ulit.(or was it only just one? well it certainly felt longer than one week. So no, it was two weeks. Yeah, it was two weeks. Believe me it was two weeks. But don't kill if it only happened to be one...haha) Oh well, wala kasi akong radyo sa dorm so every weekend lang ako nakakapakinig ng radyo... haha... At ayun, bagong pasok siya sa hitchart ng Jam. And for a newbie, it certainly did well. #16 kaagad...hahah. One week or so yun before sembreak. ^_^

So see... I had every reason to claim that song as my theme song, but then came the second sem. And the next thing I knew, everyone else is screaming for that song (and even claiming it as theirs! sheez...). And a radio station (certainly not Jam) plays it twice in an hour. Oh well...

I guess I will have to wait until the craze has passed, and everyone else starts to forget that s/he used to say her/his heart bleeds whenever s/he hears that song. haha. There was even one who said it's her break-up theme song, and hearing it makes her heart break even more. Well it is not a break-up song, stupid.

At least, I have a new favorite song right now. haha. And no one else can steal that from me. hahaha.

Do I sound that bitter? Haha. Don't bother. It's just that it pains me that I cannot enjoy the song as much as I used too. Hehe.

My brother is sighing right now. He says he cannot quite understand why I am making so much fuss over "Your Guardian Angel" when "Face Down" sounds better.(Well the acoustic version is definitely as great. It is actually the first song of RJA that I happened to like.)

New Year Dilemma

Haay... mahirap talaga kapag ala kang load at season ng pagbibigay ng greetings...
oh well... tinatamad ako magpa-load eh... kasi naman ang daming nagpapaputok sa labas, takot akech... and secondly, hindi ko alam kung saan huhugot ng pera, ayoko namang empty ang mga wallet ko pagpasok ng bagong taon, and when I mean may laman, hindi yung barya... as in bill, as in yung perang may mabibili ka talaga... haizt, mga idiosyncrasies ko talaga.

Pero gusto kong magpasalamat sa mga taong nagsend sa akin ng greetings, kahit hindi ko kayo nareplya-an. You made me feel so happy, really... Lalo na yung mga personal messages talaga, yung kahit happy new year lang ay may pangalan ko pa rin... nakaka-touch... kind of like making me feel na naalala niyo talaga ako ngayong pasko at bagong taon... at hindi lang ako nadamay sa urge niyong mag-send ng greeting sa lahat ng nasa phone book niyo, yun tipong send-to-all option, disregarding kung kaaway o kaibigan mo yung nasa phonebook (well maliban na lang kung binubura niyo yung number ng kaaway niyo sa phone), hehehe... pero seryoso SALAMAT NG MARAMI... personal o gm man 'yan... na-a-appreciate ko pa rin siyempre... hahahaha. Attention-grabber ko lang talaga ang mag-rant... hahahaha... kayo naman o.

Ayun, salamat ulit. Sana ay pagpalain kayo ng Diyos sa darating na taon na ito. Lumipas na ang 2007, at nagpapasalamat ako sa mga alaalang dinulot ng taong ito. It's a very special year... siguro dahil sa graduation ko at pagsisimula ng college life ko o kaya dahil 2007 ang simula ng student number ko at 07 rin ang pangalan ng highschool batch ko (o pisay! nakakamiss...) Sa mga naging bahagi ng buhay ko sa taong ito... salamat... shucks, how will i start mentioning everything we've been through? at sa mga taong patuloy na naging parte ng buhay ko during 2007, sana marami pang taon ang pagsaluhan natin. =) oh yeah! Hahahahah

Ayun... oh my gulay 2008 na... bakit hindi ako masaya? Kasi gusto ko 07 pa rin eh... 07 da best! Oi, anong isyu toh? Hehehe, wala, joke lang... Siyempre may magagawa ba ako eh year 2008 na? Shucks, magse-17 na ako... special sa akin ang number 17 for reasons na akin na lang... basta... hahahahah... ask me some time kapag nagkasabay tayong maglakad or something and maybe i'll tell you... but i think i won't... so ask me na lang kapag 18 na ako and by then siguro naka-get-over na ako sa sikreto ng number 17. hehehe.

Anyways! Ayun lang... God bless sa ating lahat ngayong 2008! ja ne!

A Christmas Resolution

Sa pag-iikot ko sa mga tiangge in search of christmas gifts, marami akong na-realize

1) Huwag kalimutang mag-greet ng “Merry Christmas” sa mga tindera, jeepney driver, etc... this also goes kahit ordinary days. Hindi mo lang alam, pero ang isang simpleng good morning or good afternoon can do really great things sa kanilang kahit pasko ay naghahanapbuhay

2) Kapag may nagustuhan kang bagay, bilhin mo na kaagad... Malay mo, iyon lang pala ang only time na mae-encounter mo ang bagay na iyon... for example, isang necklace na unique ang design... o kaya isang cd na mahirap na palang mahanap...

3) Hindi kailangang mahal ang regalo... all you need is to have an eye for what is unique and beautiful...

4) Don't shop for christmas gifts with one blow... mas maganda if you will shop all year around... for example, may nakita kang isang bagay tapos naalala mo ang friend mo dahil doon, bilhin mo na for her kahit walang okasyon... you don't have to give it right away... balutin mo, itago, tapos pagdating ng pasko (or ng birthday niya) saka mo ibigay... maraming benefits ito:
(1) Hindi ka kakapusin sa christmas ideas
(2) Maiiwasan mo ang mga moments na narealize mong kinapos ang budget mo right at the middle of your shopping
(3) Hindi ka na rin makikiisa sa christmas rush... no panic buying, yeah!
(4) Sure kang yung nabili mo ay babagay sa reregaluhan mo (dahil hindi ka dampot lang dampot at clearheaded ka ng binillimo iyon)
(5) Magkakaroon ka ng rason para i-manage ang pera mo nang maayos. Siyempre, who knows, baga makakita ka on your way pauwi ng something na maganda, di ba (yup,all year round yan)... in short... a reason para makapagtipid...
(6) Make a list long before Christmas