Ei. I need your help. Please answer my little poll and you will surely help me big time... It won't take a minute, kasi one question lang at hindi naman mahirap. please?
IF YOU ARE GOING TO BE GIVEN ANOTHER NAME (sabihin na natin na ipinanganak ka ulit... or whatever), WHAT WILL THAT NAME BE?
Make sure that you answer with a name you truly like... or love...
And please don't answer na "gusto ko yung name ko pa rin ngayon"... kasi another name nga eh.
Yun lang. sorry ang bayolente ko.
Comment lang sa post na ito. go go go.
SALAMAT. *hugs*
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
answer this please!!! super duper please!!!
Monday, April 06, 2009
Parang plot twist ni Shakespeare
Naku naman 'tong araw na 'to!!! Bipolar... parang shakespeare tragedy ang kawirduhan.
Bakit? Kasi bumili ako ng bagong phone. Yey. Masaya di ba kasi may bago akong phone. Kaya lang wala pang isang oras gusto ko nang itapon kasi... aah! Feeling ko nagsayang ako ng pera. Sa takot ko kasi na baka mawala ko lang ulit, chipiay yung binili ko. Tapos hindi na ako sanay sa chipipay na phone. Tapos sana yung LG na lang na may mp3 player na 110php lang yung price difference. Tapos, bigla ko ring na-miss ang minamahal kong ex-phone. Unfortunately hindi pa rin ako makaget-over.
Tapos nakita ko yung grade ko sa MBB 110 (which is yung first MBB lab namin)... at shet... di ako makapaniwala sa grade ko. himala talaga. as bonggang himala.
jo: *muttering to self* sir fabs... final na ba ito? as in final na talaga. OMG.
sir fabs: final na iyan jo. *smile*
jo: *still muttering to self* OMG. parang ayokong maniwala
Ayun. Tapos pag-uwi ko sa bahay chineck ko yung CRS, tapos boom! Nakita ko math grade ko. Patalo talaga yung finals. Lahat ng long exams ko ang gaganda ng grade e. Finals lang talaga. Patalo. Bakit ko kasi nakalimutan kung paano magdifferentiate ng r
Wah. Yung grade na never kong nakamtan, at never ko nang makakamtan, sa buong buhay ko ay hindi ko na makukuha kasi last math subject ko na ito. byebye math. kung bakit pa kasi kelangang maging unrequited ng relationship natin. :p
Anyway, ang drama ko.
Epekto lang siguro ng panonood ko ng Romeo + Juliet for the nth time ( where n is a positive integer greater than seven) kahapon.
Ang weird kasi gumawa ng plot ni Shakespeare e. Malungkot tapos masaya tapos malungkot ulit tapos funny na naman tapos malungkot... then sort of light atmosphere... then tragic na ending. At tadtad ng foreshadowing. Bipolar. naku.
Haizt.
Okay. Hindi ang araw ko ang bipolar. Ako lang talaga.
Saturday, April 04, 2009
Yey. End na ang 2nd sem. Finally.
Yey! Officially tapos na ang 2nd sem ko. WooHoo! Alam ko ang loser... pero oh well. sagad na sagad sa last day ng finals week ang huling exam ko e.
MBB 110 lab finals yun. I think dapat madali lang siya kaya lang hindi kasi ako nag-aral nang maayos e kaya hindi ako sure sa mga sagot ko.
And dahil na-depress ako sa score ko sa lab finals. As in depressing talaga. Walang aangal. Promise ambaba ng score ko... umm. Nakakahiya. I think I'm one of those who got the lowest scores. Shet. Parang hindi ako nag-lab-tech noong high school. Walang kwenta nakakahiya talaga.
Well, anyway. Tapos na iyon. At ipinagluksa ko iyon sa pamamagitang ng paglalaro ng PANG PANG PARADISE.
Oo. Lahat ng depression, galit, lungkot at inis ko ay ibinnuhos ko sa pambabato ng bola...
at siyempre sa kakatawa.
Ayun. Pagkatapos ng lab finals, nagpunta kaming Trinoma. Kumain sila ng lunch (wah. kamusta naman anong oras na nun) tapos ako nag-DQ lang naman. KELANGAN KO KASI NG COMFORT FOOD! Hehe. At saka nag-lunch na kasi ako bago mag-exam. Tapos ako rin yung umubos ng lunch ni Gihan, kaya siya nagutom, ako hindi.
Tapos bukod sa paglalaro ng Pang Pang Paradise, nag-"car race" din kami... ako, si Pat, si Gihan at si Tin.
Ang galing ni TinCan, sobra. Lagi siyang nanalo sa aming apat.
Si Gihan, sobrang ingay as always. Kaming dalawa ni Pat ay tawa nang tawa kasi ang ingay niya. Panay pa yung pagtalsik ng kotse niya. Tapos maya-maya pa o, wala na siyang gulong.
E di lalo kaming nagtawanan.
Friday, April 03, 2009
Pisay 09 Graduation
Three days ago, on March 31, I attended my brother's high school graduation. It is sad we didn't have a camera to take pictures with, but I'll try to make up with this with a fairly nice narration.
Okay, maybe not a fairly nice narration, because I'm planning to write more about what I was thinking during the grad ceremony. I will have to leave the blow-by-blow account to my brother, since after all, he was the one who graduated.
Eh... But before everything else, I'm greeting my brother first.
CONGRATS ON YOUR GRADUATION JEFF! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU... VERY VERY PROUD. *a thousand hugs*
And siyempre i-gi-greet ko rin ang aking mga beloved 09 friends. CONGRATS SA INYONG LAHAT! YIKEE! GRADUATE NA SILA! DI NA KAYO HIGH SCHOOL. OH NO! COLLEGE NA KAYO WHICH MEANS A MORE INTENSE YET EQUALLY (IF NOT MORE) FULFILLING LIFE. Hindi na ako magbabanggit ng mga pangalan, baka may makalimutan ako, magalit pa kayo sa akin. Sa mga pupunta ng UP kita-kits. Lalo na sa mga MBB. Hehe. Sinabi ng kapatid ko kung sinu-sino kayo kaya... haha... hihintayin ko kayo. yak. parang ang evil ko naman.
okay... so back to my story. sige na nga, magkukwento na ako... nang unti. The ceremony was supposed to start at 4pm, and doon sila dapat sa field, yung stage ay ang grandstand. Unfortunately, it kept on raining so the decorations and the chairs had to be moved inside the gym. Because of the change in venue, the ceremony was delayed and it started 5pm.
The graduates were asked to form their lines in the pool area, parang yung sa atin dati, hehe. And sadly, wala nang tubig ang pool, our beloved olympic-size pool. hehe. My brother said the water was drained since the gym needs to undergo intensive rennovations. (sabi ng kapatid ko, yung mismong foundations ay mahina na. baka nga palitan na yung gym.) At dahil wala nang tubig, may mga 09 na bumaba nagtatatakbo doon sa pool. Haha. Fun. Inggit ako. Gusto ko ring tumakbo-takbo doon sa pool. Wala lang. Fun nga kasi. :p
I won't tell of what happened during the graduation ceremony. Like what I said, I'll leave that to my brother. Mas mabibigyan niya ng justice ang kwento na ito. But I say, it was very much like our own graduation. Wih even more drama actually, tipong kalevel ng Pisay the movie... May batchmate kasi sila na namatay due to a car accident. During the procession of the graduating sutdents, her parents marched carrying only her picture. And when her name was called, all of her bacthmates stood up. The audience followed. We all gave her a big round of applause as her parents came up the stage to receive her diploma. (pero bond paper na rolled lang, as always.)
Argh... Sabi ko sa inyo e, hindi talaga ako bagay magkwento nito. Sabog. Basta.
Nostalgic manood nang graduation ceremony. Iniisip ko noon, tayo kaya, anong hisutra natin noong graduation? Haha. How I longed to be back in those mustard-yellow skirt and boyish cream blouse... and wear that navy-blue toga.
I didn't cry during my own graduation, but I was struggling to hold back my tears last March 31. First, because I can't help remembering about my own graduation. I miss 07, and Pisay isn't Pisay for me without them. Honestly, noong nandoon ako sa Pisay that day, I felt like an outsider looking in. Iba talaga ang feeling, because what made Pisay the Pisay that I knew was not the place but the community, the people, I lived and grown up with during my four years of stay there.
Second, because I think I am slowly forgetting how it feels to be in Pisay. Dean Guevarra from the UP College of Engineering was the guest of honor for that night. When she gave her speech, I was reminded of who I was and who I am supposed to be. Madalas kasi, sa dinami-dami ng mga dapat kong gawin ngayong college student na ako, nakakalimutan kong, first and foremost, taga-Pisay ako... that I, as a graduate of Pisay, have to live beyond myself.
Third, kasi siyempre proud ate ako. Haha. Graduate ng Pisay ang kapatid ko. That's a lot to be proud of. And I was also sad because I didn't ahd a camera... and how I wished I can capture his smile that night.
Kung hindi lang talaga ako nahihiyang umiyak amidst a lot of people, I won't mind succumbing to my tears. Nostalgic talaga.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
akala tuloy ng tatay ko, may boyfriend na ako
ganito kasi ang nangyari. kinwento ng mama ko. nangyari ito tuesday night
dahil hindi ako makapag-paramdam sa bahay, naisipan ni papa na tawagan ako.
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papa: tawagan mo kaya dalaga mo?
mama: hah? paano ko siya tatawagan, e nawala niya cellphone niya.
(By this time alam na ni mama, kasi tinext ko siya tuesday ng umaga. Sabi ko sa kanya wag niya muna sabihin kay papa kasi gusto ko ako yung magsabi. Gift kasi ni papa yung phone.)
papa: ha?
mama: ha? wala. hula ko lang iyon. nagtext kasi e, pero ibang cellphone ang gamit.
papa: ano sabi?
mama: may kasalanan daw siya. sasabihin niya pag-uwi niya. sorry daw, masama siyang anak.
papa: bakit naman niya sasabihin na masama siyang anak?
mama: ewan ko, baka may boyfriend na.
papa: siguro nga may boyfriend na...
...teka, ano namang masama sa pagkakaroon ng boyfriend?!?
mama: wala naman.
papa: baka naman kasi nawala lang yung phone niya.
mama: siguro.
papa: nawala lang talaga phone rin. sabihan mo, okay lang. bili na lang tayo ng bago. yung cheap na nga lang. *tawa*
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mama talaga o. nagmukha pa tuloy na may kababalaghan akong ginagawa. anyway, di galit sa akin si papa. yey. i love you mama!!! i love you papa!!!
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Cancer, the Protector
Subukan nating baligtarin ang luck ko, at baka bumaligtad ang mga masamang pangyayari. dahil pagod na akong sisihin ang sarili ko, at dahil kapag continuously kong sisisihin ang sarili ko ay wala akong patutunguhan... Sinisisi ko ang post na ito sa lahat ng kamalasang nangyari sa akin kahapon at ngayon. Nabasa ko ito last Saturday pero hindi naman kasi ako nagpapaniwala sa ganitong mga bagay. Akala ko kasi sort-of-personality test e. Anyway. Ayan. Sunday nagsimula na ang kamalasan ko, a bit more than 24 hours after kong basahin ito.
Kaya ipo-post ko na. I-po-post ko na. Sana makita ko yung phone ko. Sana talaga. Ayokong malawan ng hope. Shucks. Bahala na ang arkiyo1 paper na iyan.
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This was interesting. Cris Angel showed how this worked on one of his shows, but it was still kind of surprising when I checked out several people I knew. Not superstitious, but I need all the luck I can get! Once you have opened this e-mail, there is no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs. Read your sign, and then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line. This is the real deal, try ignoring or changing it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there.
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want. 20 years of good luck if you forward.
AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of luck if you forward.
PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of good luck if you forward.
ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egoti stical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. 16 years of good luck if you forward.
TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20)
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard -- passionate. Expresses themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulges themselves often. Very generous. 12 years of good Luck if you forward
GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20)
Smart and witty. Outgoing , very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express them selves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive. 13 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward
Send away!!
~ Ready, set, go!
1-3 people = 1 minute of luck
4-7 people = 1 hour of luck
8-12 people = 1 day of luck
13-17 People = 1 week of luck
18-22 people = 1 month of luck
23-27 people = 3 Months of luck
28-32 people = 7 months of luck
33-37 people = 1 year of luck
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walang hiya. bakit kasi may gumagawa ng ganitong mga e-mails? di ba nila alam ang gulo at sakit na nadudulot nila sa mundo?
out of luck... sobra... cry
gagawin ko ito kasi nagsisimula na ang kamalasan ko... to be precise, nag-start ito ng 11:50pm, give or take 5 minutes. It probably happened way earlier, but as far as my memory can recall, 11:50pm is all the mark i can give.
or maybe i should push it back... yesterday, 11:30am... me and my mom sitting at glorietta after looking at the gold collection of ayala museum... with me getting this feeling that i shouldn't go to national museum anymore because i already got what i needed... ma looking so tired.... me not wanting to go any farther because I'm worried for her... and thinking how far manila is and how hot the weather has become... thinking it's late and i still have an exam and a lab report to do...
yesterday, 11:50pm... me sitting at dorm lobby surfing the net... then accidentally dropping my cellphone on the sofa, and not realizing it until six hours later... i'm not really sure if it was there that i dropped it... i could have left it somewhere else, but i was too tired or sleepy then to remember...
today, 6am... this is when i realized that my phone is not with me. i went to the lobby to check, and it wasn't there. I even asked the resident assistants in charge of last night and this morning if they happened to see it.
11:30am... an hour after my physics exam. i tried calling my phone but it won't ring...
3pm... went to the lib to look for sources that i can use for my phil.archaeology paper. i couldn't find anything related to the gold collection in ayala museum... which sucks because i couldn't start writing my paper now...
i want to cry
out of luck... sobra... cry
gagawin ko ito kasi nagsisimula na ang kamalasan ko... readto be precise, nag-start ito ng 11:50pm, give or take 5 minutes. It probably happened way earlier, but as far as my memory can recall, 11:50pm is all the mark i can give.
or maybe i should push it back... yesterday, 11:30am... me and my mom sitting at glorietta after looking at the gold collection of ayala museum... with me getting this feeling that i shouldn't go to national museum anymore because i already got what i needed... ma looking so tired.... me not wanting to go any farther because I'm worried for her... and thinking how far manila is and how hot the weather has become... thinking it's late and i still have an exam and a lab report to do...
yesterday, 11:50pm... me sitting at dorm lobby surfing the net... then accidentally dropping my cellphone on the sofa, and not realizing it until six hours later... i'm not really sure if it was there that i dropped it... i could have left it somewhere else, but i was too tired or sleepy then to remember...
today, 6am... this is when i realized that my phone is not with me. i went to the lobby to check, and it wasn't there. I even asked the resident assistants in charge of last night and this morning if they happened to see it.
11:30am... an hour after my physics exam. i tried calling my phone but it won't ring...
3pm... went to the lib to look for sources that i can use for my phil.archaeology paper. i couldn't find anything related to the gold collection in ayala museum... which sucks because i couldn't start writing my paper now...
i want to cry
11:11
Oftentimes, the silliest things are the one that keeps my hopes up.
Above is something I thought of during one of my favorite moments: wishing on 11:11.
Ang sabi kasi nila, kapag nakita mo yung relo ay 11:11, pwede ka raw mag-wish. Dapat daw, yung tipong napansin mo lang, o kaya aksidente mong nakita yung relo, kasi kapag inabangan mo raw wala nang effect.
Naging habit ko na siya. As in, sobrang automatic na iyon na ang una kong naiisip kapag nakita ko ang 11:11.
The wishes I make are the silly ones, though... parang... sana magkausap na kami ulit ni someone... o kaya sana makasalubong ko si someone... I don't wish for something as serious as sana pumasa ako sa exam mamaya. There are things you can never ask for, you have to work for them.
Madalas natutupad yung mga wishes ko, delayed nga lang. For example, yung "sana makasalubong ko siya". Nahahyper nga lang kasi ako kapag natutupad yung wish on the same day. Siguro natuto na ang tadhana kaya, ayun, lagi nang delayed. Pero okay lang.
May mga bagay naman na kahit forever kong i-wish, ayaw matupad. Parang... ano... iyon... sana magkausap na ulit kami ni someone. May mga tao kasi na kahit ilang beses mo nang makita, parang never mo nang makakausap ulit? sad...
Pero siguro nga... there are things i have to work for. Baka kasi yung wish na "sana magkausap kami ulit" ay hindi ko pwedeng hilingin, kelangan kong gawin. Maybe I shouldn't be waiting for things as such to happen. Maybe I should be the one making these things happen.
Kaya ayun... I am mustering every ounce of confidence I have... para next time... yun na.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
And for that...
hay nako... bonggang inaagiw na itong multiply site ko dahil super tamad kong mag-post...
whatever. forever nang kasama sa mga resolutions ko na imamaximize ko naman ang paggamit ng net. but no. oh well.
sabi ko sa sarili ko, i'll reward myself kapag maganda ang sem na ito.
hindi pa tapos ang sem... pero gusto ko na ng reward e... kaya ibibigay ko na sa sarili ko ang matagal-tagal ko nang pangarap na luxury... internet surfing for non-acad reasons! yey!
atsaka may wi-fi na sa kamia... dapat itong i-maximize!
at dahil gusto kong simulan nang tuparin lahat ng NewAcadYear, NewSem, Christmas, NewYear, Valentine, Summer, Birthday resolutions ko...
dahil hindi ko na matake ang pagco-coagulate ng mga ideas sa utak ko...
dahil kailangan ko ng ibang outlet bukod sa pagdi-daydream...
dahil baka pagod na si peach na makinig sa rantings ko...
for all of this and that... magpopost na ako ^_^
yey. congratulate me. :p
p.s. hopefully hindi ako maging ningas-kugon at maalala kong magpost in the very near future (i.e. bukas)
p.p.s. peach, mark the date, lucky day natin ito di ba? yay!
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